I made it through my doc appointment. My new PCM is an incredibly kind and gentle nurse practitioner, who made sure to keep me comfortable. My husband was there to hold my hand so that helped keep my anxiety in check.

There is a concern about scar tissue so I have to schedule a (TMI WARNING) trans vaginal ultrasound (END TMI WARNING) which has me on edge because that will be significantly more triggering for me.

We have also made the decision to put a permanent end to my child bearing ability for the sake of my health. I am still working out how I feel about that. I am 30. I have a beautiful daughter. I don't think I want anymore biological children but this is a final step.