I use to Si , sometimes I have thoughts to do it, I don't know, how I would feel in the exact moment. I would guess knowing my insecurities , I would be very uncomfortable , thinking my t will have a relapse, or whether or not she has suicidal thoughts when she is home, is she stable ect... This is only if scars are visible regardless if fresh or not. I mean even if a t does not Si , they still could have stability problems you don't know about, but visible scars would be a deal breaker for me. I wish you the best in your therapy career,