I can understand, coming home from such a beautiful place can bring anxiety. I recently quit working because I would get depressed on Sunday about going back to work on Monday then all week I would wish Saturday would hurry up and get here. I really can't afford not to work but my health can't afford for me to work. Ugh!!!

I have been to the Smokey's and they are awesome and inspiring. It is hard to leave such a peaceful place to come home to reality. Hope things get better for you.