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see I told you that you wouldn't believe me. my girlfriend? we don't know how many she had, too many to count.
for my case as I said I stopped ejaculating after number 6. I had 27 total orgasms that night.
this was roughly 18 - 20 hours of sex.
now I know you will refuse to believe this, and that is your privilege.
however when your normal masturbation runs on an average of 12 - 20 times a day (I WAS a lot younger then, now three is the average now.) this doesn't seem too hard to believe.
like I mentioned I asked a psychiatrist about it and in his words this goes WAY BEYOND self soothing, into the realm of self abuse, and self harm.
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why me? what did I do to deserve being treated this way? and for 54 years yet!
The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.
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