Thank you Silver Tree. I finally talked about it but not in the way of pointing the finger at anyone, but more like explaining why I have been so rude to everyone around me. I know it's just not fair to compare some situations, but I thought about my uncle's dog who was a bit younger than mine and who also was religiously given the treatment for his heart condition, but sadly he went two months before my furry baby. So... I guess there is no way of telling if the medication would have bought my dog more time.

Thanks Rohag. After crying almost all day, I could finally see that God had indeed listened to my prayers. I never asked him to keep my dog alive for too long, I just prayed that he wouldn't suffer. And he suffered for about 24 hours, at his home and not in a cold cage at a hospital, surrounded by his family. It was not that cruel, it was not that long. We luckily had the money and the time to treat him at home. So I am thankful to God that he didn't let him suffer as my furry cousin did.