i OFTEN feel like a mosquito encased in amber. IM stuck where i was 6 years ago and the world has moved on. People get promoted, good retirement jobs while i have trouble even walking. If its any consolation I dont like Dell computers at all...haha.......dont minimize what was said to you by your therapist, its not a level playing field.....you have been weighed down and had a lot to overcome.....do your best, its all you can do.