Hello Hables: There is an author by the name of Parker J. Palmer. Palmer asserts that none of us can ever really know what is going on inside of another person's mind. It is simply too complex. As such, Palmer suggests the best we can do is to stand at the perimeter of another's circle & be present to provide support for the individual to heal her or himself.

I think this perspective is apropos with regard to your description of what you experience. I know, for myself, any time I have ever tried to explain, to another person, everything that goes on in my mind it has always just ended up seeming garbled & inadequate. On the other hand, I certainly do applaud you for making this effort. I hope you found it to be of benefit.