In my epitome of life of hell, the only thing that makes me cling is still a dream to do something I always dreamed of doing for a career since I was 4 years old. I have thought about a short school, but am laughed at and told I'll waste my money. Ha, I don't have any, so I would need a small loan. I don't have any money to start a business with schooling. Hopefully, I would do very well and get exposure, as the school is founded and run by professionals in the field. It's not your typical school to get a 9-5 job.

I need my mental and physical drs. and the school all onboard at one tiime to discuss it. It's the last thing I can think of to keep me hanging on.

What do you think?