I can relate both to the past regrets and present loneliness. However it's as you said-- they are cobwebs of shame. It is our illness which makes us feel shame for things we have done that we had little or no control over. And the loneliness is alleviated at least a bit by all the great posters here at PC. So take heart, InsideBlackBox. The past only has such power over us as we allow it to.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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