Thank you everyone for your kindness and support. I feel like the best friends I have are here on this forum. No one else seems to care or be supportive. The crazy thing is I felt like I was breaking out of my depression and I was truly happy and thankful. Now I feel paranoid like I can't trust anybody and that anything I say can be used against me. It's all so complex.
The head nurse is on vacation so they are bad mouthing her while she is gone. She is a long-time friend of mine. The medical assistant that was promoted to supervisor has also always been a good friend. But after she became a boss she betrayed and hurt me and it took a long time for me to trust her again. I think she and the head nurse are eventually going to have a massive argument and I will be shoved in the middle of it. They will also use something I may have inadvertently said against me.

I'm tired. I am in pain mentally and physically. Migraine headaches went away but arthritis started back up. I just felt like crying today, but it will get better. I have to think of something to look forward to. Yes, I enjoy Saturdays but on Sunday I dread going in on Monday.
Once again, thanks everybody for your kindness and support.