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Old Nov 06, 2014, 07:08 PM
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Originally Posted by Curious651 View Post
i find myself in different thoughts at different times. Some nights I can come on here and be positive while respond to others while other nights just don't have the will. Tonight is one of those nights I just don't have it. I am forcing myself to write this. Just want to do nothing. When I try like this, I seem to become extremely agitated over posts and I read into posts like they are being sarcastic. I set mood to calm trying to fool self and be better. Yes, I am putting mask on in here (before someone states that). Is it me or is it common to go through moods where I just don't give a crap? Then other times I truely do care and I don't want ppl hurting. Hummm, this is a dumb post. Just trying to process.
as another poster clarified, this is not a dumb post. This is a good place to sort of talk to yourself, let out all the stuff, maybe even rationalize it.

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Thanks for this!
Curious651