To make matters worse, that "only friend" I mentioned is a constant liar, always unreliable and I've even gone as far as calling him a narcissist. And again, he's the one who suggested hanging out and made plans, then ditches me and I'm left sitting alone at home with nothing to do and no distractions.
I don't know how to get past any of these upsets without better experiences... I don't even feel safe going out after seeing my ex-friend, it's hopeless....