Always thought about all the $$$ I spent on books and ideas and philosophies on the the words: $"self-help"$, so I have avoided this place like the plague!

I have tried so many things; so many different therapies and drugs, but I still find myself isolated and whole-lot freaked-out about "life" most of the time! I am running out of ideas to help myself along.
What happens in this forum? This is my first time here! (ok, second...I just added a comment on another thread right before this one...)

Altered State