This is a bit complicated, but for years now I've had this dream about a guy I haven't seen or had any contact with since I was 17/18 (I'm 34 now) and I always dreamt that I was in love with him (even though I never was in real life) but that he hated me.

Lately though the dream has changed so he is still with his ex girlfriend, who I was also friends with, but that's he's cheating on her, with me. The funny thing is that in real life I was actually cheated on with her.

I'd think the first dream is probably insecurity and I've wondered if the new one is about wanting revenge. I forgave her back then I kind of dismissed that idea but now I'm thinking maybe it's not abut her but wanting to get back at other people who have been upsetting me lately. I know that makes it sound childish, I've dealt win the problem by just walking away and not entertaining it anymore, so maybe that will help with the dreams.

What do people think?

The other concerning thing is that my dreams are always very vivid, so I kind if wake up feeling that I am actually in love with this guy. And recently I've seen some videos he is in and when I saw him I thought of him as mine, and I don't know why exactly. These videos are from back when I still knew him, so obviously he's way too young for me to be having feelings for from them! I don't know what's going on in my head.

And just to further complicate things, I was actually in love with his best friend for years. So you'd think I'd dream about him if I was going to dream about a guy from then. I have never dreamt of him ever, that it can remember. I'm so weird!

Anyway I just thought I'd post, this has really been bugging me for a long time. It might be also worth me timing that I dream of my teeth falling out, which means insecurity, and I am very insecure, about everything basically, so maybe it's all tied up.

Actually I just thought, in the cheating dream I always feel guilty, so maybe there's something there as well. I mean I've been called nasty and mean etc for weeks now by one person, so maybe it's feeling guilty for that. Sure who knows.