your looking at this in the wrong way

take the lady up on her offer ..........this will give u time to get self on a stable footing u are happy with plus allow u to possibly go to classes/training for a job u really want to do

maybe she was right u wanting to work does not equal a good fit ...........what is your passion what do u like

what u have here is a rare chance to back away from rat race get your self in a good place and go for what u want with out worry of homeless or going hungry

worthless u are little off ...u got the golden ticket most ppl wish for a chance to breath and think for a few.........heck u have the money to move to where ever u want to live and seek work in what ever field u want

the whole thing was set up for ppl like u ...u are not playing the system or scamming it or anything morally wrong ..........u got lucky like winning the lotto no more daily grind u have a chance to heal / get strait and to go after something u want

the best part is odds the boss offering u this means they would say good thing about u if they are ever called up and asked ........making getting the one u want easier