I attended my college in September 2013, dropped out after 3 months as I wasn't able to cope with being in a college environment.

I have been attending since September 2014 and I like college. However, I'm struggling with it still. Specifically with one class - which has a massive number of people in it and the subject it's self is draining and dull and I lack the motivation to do the homework/work. So my attendance for that subject is around 60%. Not great, I know. But my other two subjects have a 80% (psychology) and 95% (law) and in both of those I am achieving A-B grades. We just had our report.

Last year, in the weeks before I dropped out/was kicked out - more a mutal agreement than anything - I recieved a letter saying; "You are invited to attend a support meeting with myself (head of A-Levels) and your progress tutor, on _____ (date)." Well, that 'support meeting' turned out to be a 'we don't think you're going to do well' meeting, and I just recieved the same letter today.

I'm sat in tears now. I don't know what to do. This was my last shot at A-Levels and I highly doubt university is an option for me if I have failed college twice and don't have any A-Levels. I'm so screwed. I can't stop panicking now, this makes me not want to go into college at all even though I'd just be proving their point.