I gave her my diary to read, and I forgot about an entry I put in there that was really vague and she didn't want to wait till next session to talk about it, even though we were already 5 over, so I wrote down extremely vague details real quick and let her read it. It was the closest I had come to crying and it was the first time we hugged. She didn't really push anything, but did bring it up our next couple of sessions. I finally felt ready to start telling her yesterday, and she responded really well, in my opinion. It was funny though because she told me she wasn't going to ask that day, and was proud that I decided to. When I told her a detail, she acted concerned but at the same time like it wasn't too big for her to handle. No anger, no rejection. Even though I was struggling to talk about it, she took it all in. The only part that bothered me was how nonchalantly she could say different words that made me squirm. But that nonchalant approach helped me realize that she could help me with this. We still have a lot to cover, but I feel that I can do it.