[warning: self-indulgent rant]

Well I kinda gave up and went and got more stupid celexa, now this is BIG for me cos i avoid drs at any cost (hence the threads asking for internet sites to buy stuff from etc).

So anyway, I managed to see dr i had once before for this and forgotten that I had (was over a year ago), so i didn't have to explain everything again. I am obviously a bit of a drama queen cos it was not as icky as i expected it to be

But ... he was very much like, 'Take however much makes you feel better, start on 20 and if you want to go up more in a few weeks' time that's fine, and even again if you feel like you need up to 40" (which I would never do cos that seems a hell of a lot to me).

My POINT is - I have never really had that experience before re dosage. He said cos I have had experience with that drug and I will know how much it takes to make me feel better then I can just play with it myself. Usually in my (I suppose limited) experience it's like, take x, don't take any different?

I think I like this better cos I feel more in control of it and I can take less if I want to too?!

I suppose I was just wondering if this is what other ppl get told too ... I was just surprised (in a good way I guess).

Anyway end of babble, interested in others' experiences as always