Paula, I've read all your posts about this sudden termination. In my opinion, your T has behaved in a way I find hard to understand. In most (but not all) cases, Ts usually are willing to discuss things like this and to continue therapy.

There could be many explanations for why your T acted the way she did. The simplest I can think of is that SHE has some sort of issues you don't know about. The issues could be related to her personality, her history, her physical health or even counter-transference.

But there's no way of knowing.

I hope you will find a new therapist. I know you've said you don't have the money, but if you had money to pay your ex-T, it's likely you can spend it on a new T.

I wish you the very best. What has happened to you is very hurtful, especially since your T won't explain. I don't know what happened, but my sense is that you're better off without her. She sounds like someone who has her own problems and does not know how to communicate well, especially if there is any conflict. I'm so sorry this happened to you.