Not scheduled to see the doc for several weeks now. The flat seems tied in with stress and with depression not all gone. I want all better from the depression. I have enough manure on my plate thank you. Cancer kid very sick, my daughter not so great, my son a pain in the MULE and my other daughter experimenting with her independence at an inopportune time! My exhaustion is exhausting. My house is ready for tax sale, long story but it's been hellacious these past few years and when we thought we had sold Canadian property enough to pay the tax bill, we got 0.68 on the dollar! Forgot about that! So big whine and moan and bluck to the whole thing. My mule son finally called back in a civil tone and says that in adddition to my needing to come up with tuition he needs to borrow $400 as he has not saved this summer! He needs help with rent and food. Okay, but what about the x box and concert tickets you bought? Can't say no to a 19 year old who is trying hard. So that's 400 less to taxes. I took my girls out for school supplies and they spent $75.00 at staples on notebooks and stuff like that! They need a different binder for each class now, no wonder the kids have back pain. One is a senior, the other a Jr. Flat I hope is my way of trying to be sane. Let's wait and see if it helps. Too Too much. On a better note my friend with cancer, the grown up man is trying radiation and is very positive and resolved about whatever happens. He is such a neat guy! Gotta listen to his inspiration more.