I go back to my pdoc tomorrow morning. I've been taking it at night and this is the first day since I've been on it that I didn't have any trouble getting out of bed, even though my mind was full of noise last night and was pretty frustrating (ended up just sitting on my bed in the dark for a while, head in hands). I hardly noticed anything at all today, actually.

What I did noctice yesterday and the day before was that while I could feel negative emotions, I felt no will to express them physically. However, while I could smile or understand why jokes were funny, the smile on my face felt like a mask, and totally fake, as though I were just making some bizarre, meaningless face at people. Later in the day I felt "normal" (for me) again.

I'm worried that it's not doing what it's supposed to, because as soon as I'm not groggy, my mind is full of music, and sometimes disorganized thoughts. I know I'm on a really low dose right now, 1/2mg a day (some people take up to five or six), so maybe the dosage isn't high enough? I don't know, I'll have to talk to my pdoc tomorrow and see what she thinks :P

Thanks for responding