It's something to think about guys, but even if I did need her later on I could go right back to her so I'm not worried about that. And I have also experienced the 'nothing to talk' about stages. This doesn't feel like that at all. And I have worked so intensely on things that actually there's nothing left to talk about except a few things that I feel comfortable with coping with.

Such as why I feel a weird sexual attraction to any man who compliments me and am always torn over father figure or sexual partner in my life. However I do not want to deal with that right now because I prefer girls anyway and it's not really effecting my life much. I acknowledge it's there and when I want to work on it, I will.

I am a bit scared to leave but I feel it's right. I just explained myself cause I knew some of you'd feel like this so I thought I'd explain why I felt this way. It's kind of hard to explain how I just feel that I have accomplished the goals in my therapy. I mean it's not only the therapy but also I lived in an intensive Group home for hte mentally ill and lived with counselors 24/7 So i mean 2 years of therapy doesn't seem like much but add that with the whole group home and it is.