It was nice. It was really nice. Not OMG I am going crazy with transference and I want you to adopt me and be my mom and take care of me forever nice (which is how I probably would have felt a year or so about it), but just normal nice. I think that perhaps I am just...growing out of my mother figure obsession. I never thought that would happen, but right now I don't have any particular mother figure that I'm fixated on and I don't feel like I'm searching for one. In fact...I am more focussed on people my own age...like...like...looking for friends. Or even perhaps a partner.

Grownups are still nice to have around, and people taking care of me still feels pretty good, but I seem to be searching way more for equal relationships with my peers. And this seems to just have happened organically.

I think I am becoming...normal.

Also, my relationship with T is right where I want it to be...not obsessive or stressful, just someone who is there to help me through things. Somehow all the T-related weirdness evaporated when I started seeing this T.

Just wanted to share.