thank you

Sexuality isn't anyones business, but my whole life I had always thought "it doesn't matter if my school mates think I'm gay, at least my parents know thats no the truth" and when i was asked that, I felt like even they thought i was gay which destroyed me. I called my mom crying telling her they asked me if i were gay and she said "it doesn't matter what they think, you know you're not gay and thats the only thing that matters. I know you're not gay. "
That meant the world for me. I appear to be gay, but I'm not. I do care about clothing brands because it helps my self esteem, I have a weird walk and I stand up weird because I have a hyper lordosis of my back. there are so many things that have been brought to my attention that I did, and I didn't even know it. i have gay tendencies, but I dont intentionally do them. idk if that made sense. Like I do gay things, without realizing they appear to be gay. i do not do these things on purpose.