I'm in a mixed state. My thoughts are betraying me I was supose to go to a clinic to get my scripts filled and try to get chewable or desolvable meds since im getting the urge to purge the meds as when I take them. Clinics can't fill psych meds here told us to go to ER. That's not going to happen. I was asked if I had any plans or intention to harm myself or others. He'll see me on the 26th if there's no openings sooner. We went over my crisis plan. He asked when Miguel and my husband have apointments. He would like me to call if anything and I'm on his cancelation list.