I had a job interview my first real job after HS back in the days .. and it was the "The boss " who was interviewing me for a job and the min. we met each other I had butterflies and my heart skip a beat and I didn't know what the heck was going on inside me but later on that day realize I had strong feelings for her . My first and last real lesbian crush . I fell head over heels for her we had a conection .
Long story short I ended up having a nervous breakdown lost her , lost my job and was in bed for 3 months .
This was many years ago before I got married .