((asylum))
It is so hard, but important to be honest with our caregivers so they can help us in the best way, getting the proper dx and getting the best medicines. You have held in so much for so long and are very brave for finally asking for help. It must be very difficult to switch therapists, as a relationship with one person is how we heal best. Keep talking and trying. You are so courageous.
Can you please post a trigger icon above? It is the red one with the x on it.
Best wises.