hummmm, I completely understand where you're coming from. Currently thinking very similar thoughts and having similar conclusions. Struggle with acceptance of bp and constantly thinking it is just me and not an illness. Been really battling in my head for a while in regards to taking meds. I cannot say you need them or not. I would say there are days I know they would help me get through, but I self talk and convince myself to believe the magic thinking that I am okay and I don't need meds. I would not wish this on anyone and if you can avoid the struggles I have been going through by taking medication, I hope you do. Consider what you are really deciding.
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