I'm so tired and exhausted mentally. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I just want to give up.

I'm sick of never being anyone's first choice. Even when I need people the absolute most, someone(in circle of friends) else always comes before me. I feel so inadequate.

I'm sick of trying to hold it together and just live through the day while everyone else is so ******* happy.

I don't want to do this anymore. I don't think things will ever get better.