Sister, I think thats pretty common. Maybe its a defence mechinism to slow us down??? I've sat in T before and looked straight at T and said "why am I here?" I mean I've completely been wiped clean of past and present. T gives that little laugh now and peers at me, then I go "oh yeah I remmeber now" ..I guess it depends on what "part" of us is operating on any given day??? Or sometimes we feel so well we forget or dont want to remember just how bad it once was and could be again???