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Originally Posted by bipolar gemini
not sure how to be happy? on the rare days that i feel well, i feel like i prevent myself from letting go and being happy in the moment. what if it's me wanting to be depressed because i dont know how happy feels anymore? is it a comfort zone thing?
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Are you getting treatment? This time last year I thought I would never experience happiness again, that I was in fact a man of constant sorrow, but after treatment I am vastly better and I do experience this strange sensation called happiness fairly often.
OK this is probably largely chemically induced but I think it will persist once treatment ends sometime next year I hope.