Hi The Fox & the Hound, if you're talking to someone caring (and there will be people out there who care) then the last thing they are going to see you as is a burden!!!!
In fact there are going to be plenty of people who will feel grateful that you're opening up about the way you feel to them, so as they can help/support you with that.
So please find someone to tell.........parent, doctor, school counselor............you have done so well telling us some of what you're going through, we care and so will others too. You deserve support with what you're going through. You are not a burden.

Alison