I am still having trouble believing my dx of bp, I feel I have never had a hypo or manic episode, even though most of my life I have been "like a ping pong ball in a hurricane", taken to er by my work via police, put ip for 72, my T said on first visit bp, my pdoc says bp, my wife says I am "better" on the meds.. but I still do not believe it,I read other posts and most just do not fit me, very high functioning have had the same job for years they can't be right,,,just venting I guess