Interesting aspect. I gave my T a clear and concise reason for cancelling the next session and I also wrote to her that I did want to solve the matter, not that I wanted to end it all together. But it´s though absolutely possible that she acted in the way you describe.

I think she might have had the thoughts you mention, that I thought poorly of her knowledge but the big question the is - why not ask me? Another thing that I think is strange is that she didn´t tell me anything about how she felt about the situation- isn´t that odd as well? I mean, she could have mentioned she felt angry, hurt or whatever.

Yes, that´s true, there are other fish in the sea but unfortunately the choice isn´t free when you don´t have the money to pay for therapy. I just feel all stuck.