Yep. This is pretty much how it goes for those of us who transition if their family doesn't really back them up much. Sometimes our parents change their minds about things as they see how much happier we are as we transition, too, so you might not be without hope. But in case things stay awkward, well, I'm dealing with that right now, myself. My entire family are very conservative Christian. Awkwardness abounds right now. For me, I'm just kinda sucking it up for the time. It sucks, it's awkward, it's uncomfortable but... I'll survive, they'll survive, and in the end I'll be who I truly am. Probably doesn't help you much lol. But that's just how I'm dealing with it right now. As long as you aren't in any physical danger, or in danger of being kicked out or so on. Honestly, there is absolutely nothing I can do about them. I'm not responsible for their thoughts and beliefs, they are. I can't change them. I'm only responsible for taking care of myself.