Thanks guys. I know I should beat myself up about it, and it's just one of those things, but it's quite hard not to when you feel crap :/

Jaybird57 I suppose I could.... I don't think I could bring myself to do it when people know I've got them presents :/

Angelique67 the budgets already tight, but I'm guessing it'll have to be even more so now! I really struggle with budgets and stuff :/