Thank for the support.

I did email my T about the new problem with my dog a few days ago. She didn't respond. Either she's waiting to talk to me next session or she didn't understand my lvl of anxiety.

If I don't call my T it's not because I'm too proud and think I can/should handle it on my own. I won't be able to handle it. I have very few reasons to live. One is my T, one is my Pdoc, and another is both my dogs (the puppy isn't there yet because it takes a long time for me to bond). My dogs are my life. So when one dies, a reason to live goes away.

My dog is only 8. She is the sweetest most caring dog. She doesn't deserve to be sick. She deserves a long healthy life. Her skin sores from the MRSA now cover her entire body. We have exhausted all antibiotics. And this new problem is an **** gland infection. She is bleeding. If antibiotics aren't working anymore, how are we going to treat this new infection? And if she gets any more internal infections, then what?

I don't want my T to save me if this one dies.

Oh, and on top of all that, I'm also waiting to hear if my insurance will approve more sessions with my T. So if I lose my T and my dog...