Does anyone else feel like they live in two worlds? Do you feel like you have other people inside of you?
I'm not sure if it's different worlds or not but I find that I live most of my life within, here I talk to people, act out particular situations, listen to their opinions and have a laugh with them, it's almost like its the time when my others can come out and express themselves that's safe and where nobody gets hurt.

I want to have friendships, but part of me feels as though I have already got friends, the thought of going out somewhere with so called 'real' friends puts this dread in me, nobody understands that I already have friends, I have had them for years and we enjoy spending time together. My life within is perfect, it's everything that I have ever dreamt of.

At times I am aware that the world within me is not real, but it feels real, to me anyway and it's the only place I have got that helps me to try and figure out who I am. Without it I would be completely empty.

How else are you suppose to figure this out?