I don't have any honestly nice memories from my childhood, so it's not going to ruin anything that hasn't already been ruined if that makes sense.

I remember that my brother used to bend me over his knee and spank me with his hand or hairbrush until my bum went completely numb and I couldnt take anymore. The tickling he did was also right under my boobs and below my pelvis.

I din't remember most of it. Maybe it was ok, but there was something not quite right about it all at the time, and there is something not quite right about it now.