I could just be paranoid but I feel very much like an outsider here now. I feel increasingly like I need to apologize for doing well, for being happy. I finally feel like something good is happening in my life but sharing my good mood feels very uncomfortable and perhaps, annoying to some.
I understand how it might irritate some and I'm sorry if I have. I guess I just wish my good stuff could permeate the web and touch all of you who are hurting. I've been where you are and I know it gets better but that's hard to hear when you are depressed or feeling hopeless. I know that.
I do wish good things and peace to all.
I'm not leaving and this post isn't directed at any particular individual. It's just the way I'm feeling. I'll be around, but I'll just post when I think I have something relevant to add.
all the best.
tina

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