My therapist said that because of all the depressive episodes I've had over the decades that I'll have to take antidepressants for the rest of my life. The things that have always got me depressed is my environment, family and jobs which I guess is never going to change.

I always wonder how my life could have been without meds. When I was a teen I was a nervous wreck but wasn't on meds and survived. It's all the stuff that came after--like really bad relationships.