It's more like I'm finally living my own life now when before I wasn't. I still love making those tiny, silly, in the moment decisions that I talked about in response to cryingontheinside. Every part of my life is dramatically better now, but it's not because I made some high quality important decisions. It's just that I'm finally finally free of the endless unconscious self-torturing that comes with depression. I'm still mainly just enjoying the contrast. I am not afraid of anyone or anything that might or might not happen in my life anymore. I feel strong. I have so much energy I sort of feel like a teenager. I feel safe. I feel full of good will towards everyone.

- vital