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Originally Posted by defiantone
Hi Angelique!
I completely sympathize. You summed up how I felt after about 10 years abusing that stuff. I couldn't stop, and it go to the point I could never remember if I took it or not - because I'd take too many - and then so I'd take more. great, eh?
Do you find it makes it virtually impossible to eat? I had to force feed myself anything at all I could get down while stuck on the Klonopin.
People had trouble understanding me I would slur so badly too (sometimes would take 8-12ish mg a day!)
Like you, the depression was awful too :-/ I tried to taper down as best I could on that stuff .5mg at a time. I'd go down .5mg a day once a week. It was hard going.
I figured with the liquor tho, 'tapering down' wasn't working for me. I more often "tapered-up"  So many good wishes and hopes for you to beat that Klonopin Angelique!! 
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Thank you so much, defiantone! Yes, everything you said! I was also taking huge amounts, more than you! I was raging and screaming in my apartment regularly. I will never live that down, unfortunately.
When I was young I quit drinking. I had an easier time with it since I wasn't physically addicted but it was a problem for me. I wish you extreme excellent luck.