I have this fear of T giving up on me. I've been seeing her for 9 months and the whole time we've dealt with trauma. I still am afraid of my abuser (my step-mom) and have emotional reactions to my dad (who allowed the abuse to go on). I'm afraid if I keep talking about my emotions and nightmares she'll give up on me.
We only have a few sessions left and I need to just stop talking about it. I'm afraid the sessions will end with her saying, "Sorry, I tried, but there's nothing that can be done for you."
I want to cry.