Trauma is a tough thing to tackle. I don't think t will give up on you... it takes a lot of patience and work, and it takes you being in a place (emotionally) to be able to do the work. I've been processing my traumas on and off for going on 18 years (new ones have since surface and I ignored my traumas for a lot of years in between, so don't take that to mean that your processing will necessarily take that long)... a good t will not give up on you. It also has an end in sight (Hugs)