Hold on to that strength and commitment. I hope things go well for you. You may not believe this, but I can relate so very, very much. Your story is similar to my own. I know how hard it is to go through all that. Been to court seven times, three psychological evaluations, numerous cases by children and youth (protective services), taken to attorney general for accusations and interegation all due to lies told by ex wife. Won every court, proved my innocence (don't believe that you're innocent till proved guilty- absolutely not true). You're guilty till you prove other wise. Have not seen my daughters in five years even though court ordered. Every time supposed to ex runs to new t and tells them about sexual abse charges along with other charges. T runs to protective services, I am picked up again and interrogated again. Anyhow, I could go on with the hell I have been in. I hope your situation goes much better and takes an upward swing.