. Thought I would share a little of my situation after reading someone else's story tonight. Hoping it will allow some processing. Been dx with depression and have had bouts of severe anger since 1995. Hit the bp after sucked attempt and severe depressing in 2008. Ex wife and I separated in 2008 after catching her lying to me over and over about her addiction, eating disorder, and commitment to someone else. Ex wife hooked up with her female addiction therapist while inpatient and continued the relationship after tx. Spoke to ex wife and therapist who continued to be involved in our marriage and our children. I finally reported therapist to state and her work. Prior to this ex and I never fought or had major issues. The morning therapist was charged by state for her behavior, my ex turned against me. Recall day like yesterday. She kissed me, hugged me, told me she loved me and I went to work. Five hours later, police at my work charging me of sexual abuse with ex, and children. In one second, homeless, alone, no money, everything I believed in was gone. Everyone I loved was gone. Was left out on streets. Found place to go. Day later, police came for me stating I was calling ex and threatening her with homicide and a gun. Then accused of stalking her, threatening her parents and my children. Homeless, no money, staying on floor at friends, no meds, depression and all the moods running ramped. Police threaten jail, loss of job, loss of all I went to school for, dignity gone, everything. Hooked up to lie detector. Voice stress test. Told I failed everything even my name. Found out after I completely broke mentally they lied to me and we're trying to get me to confess to things I did not do. Borrowed lots, lots of money for lawyers. Children protective services came after me at work, streets, very where. Told they know truth and I was liar. Reality was being questioned constantly, suicide attempt. Therapy week after week after week. More lies, lies, lies. Was medicated which caused mania worse then ever. Ended up like zombie for long time. Was in court for protection from abuse. Lies were told more. Judge told me that it did not matter if I was God, I am losing because I man and she women and smaller then me. Was told I had two minutes to prove I was innocent. I accepted the PFA with promise to see children by judge. Lies lies lies. Went to court they had no prof of a nothing and no witnesses. Eventually ex wife's mother shows up and blamed me for daughter having lip cut one evening. When that happened I was not even home and it was mother in law who did it. More lies lies lies. Had four psychological evaluations done. Ended up in state court after being thrown out is county. I showed up, ex and children's protection never even showed stating they had no evidence. Court ordered several times to see children. Children's protective thrown out of court and off my case. Ex ran to new therapist claimed all the crap again. Children stated what wife wanted them to say after not seeing them for three years. Back in court and attorney office. Still going on to this day. This on top of bp, and BPD , the hell I live In.
Sorry if you did not wan to read Just needed to get it out a bit.