I don't want to be the "clingy girl", but I can't help but talk to my friend everyday.

The thing is, he's a friend I can only talk to online. He lives in a far away state and he is my only good friend. I'm not close to anyone in real life, and I feel like I am especially close to him.

There's been times when he hasn't been on, and I'd get worried that I did something wrong and made him upset in some way. I'd ask him over and over again, and he'd say he was fine. I usually end up sad if he isn't there, and then I'm happy if he is. I can't stop thinking about him sometimes and worry.

A few times I've annoyed him doing that.

I've praised him so much how he's been a good friend to me, and how he understands my issues. He's a very fatherly figure and does care much for my well being.

I don't really want to lose our friendship, it's not like I have anyone to relate to in life at the moment. I would be very sad if we were to go our separate ways.