I cannot say you are or you are not bp. I can agree that if work finds out, it could have impact. Have seen that myself. I too have struggled with acceptance. And I think I always will, but I know that I am who I am and that is not determined by a dx. I also know that I fight to stay off meds and there are times it is hard. To night is one of them. Just be true to yourself. I have heard by several ppl as stated above, the more we fight the dx, the more trouble we can have. I believe it.