I'm glad you will try to talk to him this week. Therapy can be really scary and vulnerable sometimes (ok, a lot of the time), but it helps to know that the t is someone you can talk to about your concerns with the process in general and with how they implement things. My current t is the first t (she's #17 in as many years) that I have been able to voice my concerns to (even if it is only in writing and not out loud). It's definitely a learning process, but it's made all the difference. I hope your t continues to be receptive. And I hope you can finally get what you need from this t.